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Meanwhile, back at the starting point, the rest of us on the stage crew are busy striking the set. Chaotically, and with a mixture of anticlimax and residual excitement, we begin the process of learning our own roles in the play. Some of us pass out brochures and postcards to the onlookers while others deflate the balloon arch. Once all the gear is stowed, we head out for the next stop, with me driving the motorhome, our chuckwagon; Martin's son Borut, our advance scout, driving the van; and the rest of the sundry vehicles following behind like a wagon train setting out across the prairie.
Martin paces in pain through the long nights and during the days he is immersed in the river, but at times it seems for all of us that there is no solid ground. The nature of the situation is that no decision is immune to change. Planning must be done on a moment's notice.
Reporters ask Martin "What do you think about?" and they receive vague explanations. But we know - it's a tally of every meter swum, every hour passed, every dollar spent; and it's a constant gauging of the current, the wind and the waves. The current - or lack of it - obsesses him. To cut across it like an armature slicing through a magnetic field eats away his strength in the daylight hours, and he rails at his guides in the kayaks. When the current is too weak he calls out "Mississippi River, no, this is Mississippi Lake", and it is amusing at first.
We have our victories and rewards. A simple thing like the sound of the walkie-talkie crackling with "Borut or Guy, do you copy?" from Byron, David or Matt is always a relief. We know they are nearing our position and soon we will see the flashing of the wet paddles across a vast swamp or around a bend in a long stretch of river. There is a heady excitement that pervades all who are involved with the project and engulfs the people we meet along the way. At nearly every stop there are a few people whose imaginations are captured by Martin's Mission. They open their lives to us in exchange for feeling a part of what we are doing. Our other main joy is the river itself. The kayakers spend countless hours in its presence, but even though it only intersects my course a few times a day, it still soothes me.
The itinerary of the first two weeks reads like a lesson in Minnesota geography. We are celebrated in Bemidji, ignored in Grand Rapids and feted in Aitkin. It is in Aitkin too that we first encounter the ghost of Billy Curmano. And we continue rolling down the river. Brainerd, Little Falls, St. Cloud - the memory of every town is painted by the reception we receive in it.
We finally reach the Twin Cities only about a day and a half behind the schedule we all thought was insane from the start. Only a day and a half! It's nothing, why pay any attention to that schedule in the first place? But the newspapers and the TV grab onto it and won't let go. "Are you worried that you are behind schedule?" they ask all of us. "What schedule?" I ask them, "You mean the one that was drawn in Slovenia without ever having seen the river?" "We're not behind schedule." Martin has told us he will easily catch and surpass that thumbnail schedule. And we all come to believe it, even those of us with experience who know what is ahead, because it is hard not to believe in Martin. As Borut once said to me "Nothing stops Martin!"
So we launch into the section of the locks and dams. Martin pushes himself and the rest of us to the limit and beyond. There is a sense that he is carrying all of us into the realm of the superhuman, and that our task and his Mission supercede all other considerations. We feel that we answer to no one but Martin. We are above the law - our Mission is holy. There is talk of the team, but no, this is not a team, we are servants to his mastership. In this way the 29 locks are conquered, not with grace, but with pure will. On the rare occasions when that will is challenged, it is not good; the mood is heavy and the reaction harsh. But, after all of it, the locks are behind us. In Alton and St. Louis we celebrate that victory.
I say "we" celebrate, but in truth I'm unable to partake fully. My world is stress and I carry it on my back. The headiness and excitement still come at times, but it is not enough and I'm not nourished by the adulation. That course is now reserved for Martin and the kayakers. It's petty, but I'm human. Knowing in my own heart that I'm doing a good job is not enough.
We're entering the Big River now, and the dangers for the men on the river will be perilous and relentless. For Borut and me too there are some real physical dangers. A month of sleep deprivation has us regularly falling asleep behind the wheels of our vehicles. But my greater danger is to my psyche. Lily is with me for a while, and my parents are constantly there, but talking is a limited release. There isn't time to develop a real friendship with any of the Slovenians, most of whom come to work with us for a short time and then return. We just get to know someone and begin to develop a way of working together and perhaps a level of camaraderie, and they are gone.
The weeks of the trip after Cairo, Illinois, are a blur of backcountry roads - countless hours driving through a maze in dread of not arriving on time. I'm close to quitting several times, but it is Borut who keeps me there. He is devoted to his father and dedicated to the Mission in a way that I can never be, and his spirit is so pure that I can't bear the idea of failing him.
In the end I didn't quit and I didn't fail. We passed the borders of Kentucky and Tennessee, of Arkansas, Mississippi and Louisiana. The kayakers battled the wind and the currents. The challenges of the shore team, while not as visible, were equal in magnitude. Most of all, we found the way. Through the maze we found the way for Martin to reach the river and return each day for 68 days. We brought him lunch every day, sometimes having to drive 100 miles to get from a spot on the river to the equivalent spot on the other side. We arranged boat escorts, reserved hotel rooms, solicited massage for Martin when his pain got to be too much, arranged telephone interviews and television, radio, and newspaper coverage, maintained the vehicles - the list is endless.
Martin Strel is a remarkable man, an iron man, and his place in the record books was hard fought and well deserved. With the help of an exceptional group of supporters he has accomplished the seemingly impossible. The Mississippi River Swim of 2002 was an epic adventure, complete with all the necessary ingredients. Living an epic is never easy, but it is worth it when you reach the end and can look back and say "Hah, I believe I learned something from that!"
Guy Haglund - October, 2002

![]() Checking out one of the Wenonah kayaks |
![]() Byron and Matt checking out the kayaks at Ketter Canoeing |
![]() Byron and Matt checking out the kayaks at Ketter Canoeing |
![]() Byron and Matt checking out the kayaks at Ketter Canoeing |
![]() Matt and Wendi at Ketter Canoeing |
![]() Byron and Matt trying out the kayaks at Ketter Canoeing |
![]() Byron, Wendi and Isaac |
![]() Guy and Matt with their Voyageur hats |
![]() Guy piloting the Miss Philly I |
![]() The crew in Canton, Missouri |
![]() Cassie and Nina |
![]() Cassie and Nina trying to catch Martin |
![]() Byron and Friend in Louisiana, MO |
![]() Anze at work |
![]() David, Martin and Byron |
![]() Pavle, Martin, Borut and Matt |
![]() Nina and Pavle aboard ferry |
![]() Martin and Guy |
![]() Borut, Guy and Martin in Oquawka, Illinois |
![]() Martin & Matt |
![]() Bridge at Alton, IL |
![]() The Anastasia Alton, Illinois |
![]() Crew of the Anastasia, Alton, IL |
![]() Lily and Guy |
![]() Faye, Lily, Guy & Roger |
![]() Martin & children |
![]() Matt & children |
![]() Slovenian flag near the Gateway Arch, St. Louis |
![]() Arch and flag |
![]() Arch and flag |
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